All I want right now is for Patrick to be here next to me. He could be yelling at me or not paying a single lick of attention to me and playing video games or whatever, but that would be completely ok with me. I just want to see him. and hug him. and touch him. and I just want him near me. Maybe see him smile. I just really miss him. A lot. 

I’m sorry that none of you care.

Steady creepin’